it's been a good long while.

i forgot how to write, it seems.

passion is a necessary catalyst for the reaction. perhaps that is the essential muse. the element that allows what already exists to coalesce, and fuse into product, without ever having entered the equation. i wish sometimes that i hadn't taken such a science-based course of study all my life. perhaps my text would be more readable, more effusive.

but what has been done, has been done.



today will be brilliant. absolutely brilliant. so help me god.